Sorry to hear all that, life can be really tough sometimes.
I’m glad that you’re a bit better now and that you feel ready to enjoy the more positive and dirtier parts of life once again…
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I’m so sorry for your losses. Take your time to recover. CF
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Thank you. I had a difficult relationship with my father (words I think almost every gay man says at one point or another) but we loved each other very much. He spent way too much time trying to understand rather than just trying to accept – that’s their generation, isn’t it?
As I mentioned, he tried to read my 1st novel – he was nearly finished – and he would call me often with questions. I tried to explain the difference between Porn and the Erotica often – more entertainingly, that he thought the gay community really acted like they do on the page. (Have I ever gone to a tea dance that became an orgy? That kind of stuff.)
My grief for his loss was significantly different than for my dog, in that I felt my dog’s loss much more heavily on my heart – I felt a little guilty about that for a while, but we had a significantly different relationship, so I’ve learned to allow myself to express it however it happens. There is no right or wrong way.
Life is slowly finding its way back to normal. New dog helps.
I’m deep in my 3rd novel and it’s now coming to life without me. (Writers know what I mean…)
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Losing a pet you see every day is more of an immediate heartache because they’re just not there. It’s an instant feeling while with human funerals take longer for you to accept that your human loved one is gone. Human relationships are complicated so they take longer to mourn. I realized I was gay years after my dad’s death so I never came out to him or my mom. Maybe that made it easier for me. I’m not sure. Take care of yourself. Hugs.
Okay, I’ll share this — I just commissioned @gymjunkiemuscle (who did the CGI POLLINATION comic) to do a personal likeness commission. He gave me a 7-page comic.
This is incredible.
Titled “The Ride”
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That was great. @gymjunkiemuscle does amazing work. He didn’t have to exaggerate too much from the pics you post on twitter.
Thought about the ride from MilkMan2 and was wandering if the comic would have the same accessory or if the bicycle seat would be adaptable.
Maybe the next issue the front of your bibs will tear open when you come across the transformed truck driver.
As always thanks for sharing.
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I had just started road-riding when I wrote MILK MAN 2, and I’ve come to love bibs more than singlets.
I gave one of the centaurs my spandex-fetish in my latest series.
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I need to go back and read that chapter. If I remember correctly that was a lot of pedaling with the dildo copied after the bull’s member lodged in him. The constant pressure on his prostate was deliciously cruel.
Any basis for the idea?
When can we expect the next book?
We need teasers or a little edging.
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Hahaha! No – nothing other than just fantasy. In Real Life, as a cyclist who goes on long rides, I can’t even begin to imagine what it would feel like to ride with a dildo up my butt. Trust me, it’s bad enough when you’re riding and you’ve got to poop!
As for PHOLUS REBORN: Book Three – originally, I had a title in mind that I’ve since abandoned. Finally, now I have a working title, but I’m not completely sold on it – there’s another option to consider, but I’m worried that choice will be confusing to “new” readers. (My intention is that each book can be read and understood separately, but there’s a larger picture painted with all three.)
As of this morning, I am nearly finished with Chapter 6 – I have it plotted out at 12 chapters and an Epilogue. It’s around 45K words, that will bring it home at about 100K, the size of the first book.
This third book is pretty much a straight up fantasy/adventure story (that’s not so straight). There’s still sexual content, of course, but the thrust of the novel is action-oriented. Of the three books, this is the most centered in mythology.
I struggled with this book in the beginning – at first thinking it was because I’ve been working with these characters pretty much non-stop for two years – but once I realized my structure, everything fell together. There are a lot of characters, and everybody is somebody’s favorite, so making sure everyone gets something to do can get overwhelming. I know how any of the writers of “LEGION OF SUPERHEROES” felt.
Anyway, I’m hoping to get it done before the end of the year. We’ll see how it goes. I’m not pressuring myself.
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Read those couple of chapters again. The way you deacribed the drunken cock lust Guernsey went through after drinking all that muscle filled pec milk. The genius you showed in forcing his muscle growth to deal with the molded copy of the Bull’s massive cock. The newly formed muscle control in his ass flexing to bring pleasure to himself can only bring the eventual satisfaction of his dominant top.
The Bull and the herdsmen were creating his very own loyal muscle bound milking machines that can produce themselves.
If I were to be written into the story I would want to grow to 6ft 6in in height to make sure that the power bottom below me could tug and slurp on my nipples while my muscle cock was buried to the root in his hole.
I may not be able to whisper commands in his ear with my new size, but as long as he worships my cock and tits as I fill him with my cream. Continuing to fuck after my orgasm, churning my cum in his ass into butter.
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If you are looking to cast a new character or if your hands aren’t occupied then check out Nik Ripley. He’s down under but crikey I’d go down on that beautiful pile of muscle. He’s goofy and sexy enough to fit into a world you weave.
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He is lovely in all the right ways.
I only introduce one new centaur in Book Three – and frankly, he should’ve been transformed in Book Two, but the moment was never right.
As it stands right now, there are 16 centaurs in total – 7 in the core cast and 9 “secondary” characters (many of whom we haven’t seen yet in the 3rd book)
It’s a large cast…
That picture doesn’t do Nik justice. His eyes are able to distract you from his unbelievable body.
I’m trying to figure out the other person that should have been transformed in book 2. Was it Theo’s best friend?
Now I have a divining rod trying to point him out.
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Micro-dick Mikey? No, but you’re in the right neighborhood.
CLUE: if you know my penchant for using real people as the basis for my characters, you’ll see that I used this celebrity’s name (and look) flat-out for this guy. We see him a LOT in the background of all the fight scenes.
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Love the comic you commissioned. Sorry to hear about your best friend, and of course your father. I lost my dog of 10 years two years ago and while I can assure you it gets better, the grief crops up from time to time and it’s like a stab wound. 
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I have had dogs my entire life. There’s never been an easy loss – there have been some that I’ve felt were merciful, or the time was right, but they still broke my heart. But there have been a couple of dogs through the years that I’ve connected with in a deeper way – my beautiful Betty, a corgi-beagle mix, who was my mom and this latest, Junior Mint, my American pitbull. He was my best friend. He cared for me when Betty died and mourned with me – we bonded in that time.
I feel the dogs’ deaths differently than my dad’s for the simple reason that dogs don’t know they’re going to die, people do. People understand what’s happening to them – dogs don’t. Dogs just want to please you – they will stay alive and suffer because they want to make you happy.
It’s heart-breaking.
Someone compared it to surviving a ship-wreck, where the ships sinks right by you. Initially, there are waves and waves of grief, coming at all times on top of each other – it’s overwhelming. With time, the waves get further and further apart, maybe with less intensity, but they still come.
I’ve gone on long enough. It was a hard time. Thank you for your kindness. The good news is I have a new puppy – also an american pit. He’s a goofball. Graydon the Good.
And yes, I know I will go through all of this again with him – but, it’s worth every second of life.
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Really? A promo for PHOLUS REBORN Book 3 “The Hero’s Journey”? Maybe I should finish writing it first…
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You all know how much I love playing at Hero Forge – it’s half my marketing! I just finished my Thanksgiving Promo illustration and I’m aching to share it cuz it cracks me up. Thank you, Norman Rockwell.
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I had a rough couple of months but I’m back at it full steam now.
I’m about halfway through my third novel and FINALLY pleased with where I’m going with it. I was even less prepared for this book than I was for the second. At least in the second, I knew the ending and the climactic moment before I started writing. In this new novel, it wasn’t until I realized its structure that I came to understand what it was ABOUT.
That all informed the plot.
But that paragraph you just read took me almost six months of internal angst before that realization.
Otherwise, just plugging along. Believe it or not, I’m about to get dental implants for my upper teeth – always had bad dental genes. The extraction surgery is set for Dec 1st and I’m a bit nervous about it – but then the healing can begin (and the chewing!)
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